Skip to main content

Posts

Showing posts from 2020

Voice of your love -me

I don't know is answer what a give to the most  but it is the answer that you don't want to hear most. Sometimes I think I haunt you like a ghost. Please, knowo that I always keep you in queen's post. I don't know from when this gap was formed. Please, you don't have to be armed. Know that I never wish to see yourself harmed. To my eyes you always look charmed. Not even once I have lied to you. Not even once I have thought bad doings to you. Not even once I have intentionally hurt you. Not even once I have lost the love I have towards you.

Mom

I was kicked out of the fantasy, Within couple of seconds. I suddenly felt like I went bankruptcy. There she was, her mother, like a lady from heavens. She welcomed me well. There are no words with which I could tell. She was very humble and innocent. I was trying to be decent. Her character reminded me of someone. Someone whom I have been knowing since my birth. She was much similar to my mum! Instantly we all got connected emotionally. She cooked us a special dinner, For the boy whom she knows for less than ten minutes. We all sat down and had the food. The taste reminded me of my mom, infront of me there she was!

The Artist

You were taking me to your home! I was ready to see your palace and throne. But was afraid of seeing you mom. It was already sweating in my palm I was happy as i got to spend more time with you, As i was allowed to step in to your palace. I was trying to impress you. I were in the wonderland and you were the Alice. Walls were painted Not just by colours but with feelings. Craft were placed All around and also in ceilings She waved her hand. A colourful hat appeared from no where. She picked a painting brush in her  hand. And wore the hat which had appeared from midair I was spellbound by her magic. She was an artist, i was searching. I lost in her, that moment was fantastic. She was the crazy clown, which i wasnt expecting.

Being Found

We were sitting on the bench. I couldn't find anything to quench, My thirst and I was starving. In her eyes I want to see love blooming. Your eye holds everything, That my  soul is craving for. In that sparkle I got lost. That was a kind of lost That's exactly like being found. She found me. She is ready to build me. She made me to the splendor around us. And to see the beauty in the ordinary things.

Short and sweet

I wiped the jam under her lips. I bought a packet of chips. I was munching! She tried snatching! She was short! Sorry, I was too tall. For the food, we fought. Something started to befall. She had to jump a bit. That's when I was hit, Straight at face by her loosely braided hair. My heart started to pump With high velocity. Would she have heard it after her jump? Would this happen again, pretty? 

Bun Butter Jam

I tried to speak out. But I was knocked out, By her talk and was mesmerized. And I forgot that our stop arrived. She slapped my head, With a loud thud! "Sleeping beauty, we have to get down. Stop dreaming!" She said and turned around. I got down and she followed. That's when I feared. She has to take another bus to her home. I would be here alone. My mind started to roam. With her I wanted to spend more time, I stared all around  to find a shop to have a juice of lime. But, I didn't find any shop. So I became calm But she said, "Let's go to bakery and have Bun Butter Jam"

This isn't mere Love!

This isnt love. I have some feeling, don't know how to express. I don't know, how to build trust. But, trust is must! This isnt love. I try to speak out, But overthinking about the outcome, I try not to speak out. This isn't love. The feeling I have, couldn't be confined with just this word. It is something above everything and everyone! This isn't love. I want to build something, Which would last forever. This isn't mere love!

What if?

I moved my hands slowly next to her. My little finger touched her palm. She didn't react but my vision started to blur. I held her hand and tried to become calm. "What if, I hadn't boarded this bus? What if, I had just gone to my home? What if, I hadn't met you in my life? What if, I fail to tell you how I feel?" These were the questions, I wanted to ask her. But, I couldn't even speak a word. I couldn't even figure out what was the thing that was between us. She playfully continued talking. I continued dreaming.

Selfish

Words didn't spill. As time passed, my heart went downhill. She continued glimpsing outside, I was still standing by her side. There was a seat which was empty, This was next to her. But, I didn't sit. I broke the silence, "Hey, Sweety!" "Can I sit?" I sat next to her, And bent forward and lied on my hands. Her eyebrows signed! But I didn't mind. "I am very selfish" she said. "I won't let anybody take you"  "I came back right" like a stupid I said.  "I said am selfish in your case, did you listen? Didn't you?"

Heart's pause

She held my hand. That touch pumped up my gland, As I turned and tried to walk. She looked at my eyes and gave no talk. "I have to go. It's time" I said, without looking at the time. She didn't move her facial muscle. And said "Ok", that really brought me some trouble. She climbed the steps and took a pause. She looked at me and rolled her eye. That made me wonder where I was. Yet, I waved her bye-bye. The bus started to move. I felt my heart didn't find any clue. I ran and climbed into the bus. She smiled and it left my heart to pause.

Healing Hug

Time dripped down the sand clock. Grains shattered its outer glass. Universe converged into our talk. We let the dark energy to bypass. We were still discussing our stories. And, we said to each other "No More Worries!". I said, " Don't worry, one day someone will hug you tightly, That hug would put all of your broken pieces together completely" But I wasn't sure whether she knew, That I was ready to sew. And, put things in its place in her heart. So that I could take a place in her heart.

Lunar Tide

Walked along your side, It was the time of Lunar tide. We had another companion from the sky. We were under his eye. We didn't hold our hands. That didn't mean we didn't have any bonds. We walked and sat on the bus stand. Buses passed by, but we sat on the same stand. Our companion, "The moon" His eyes shone! By seeing the purity, Of the Love which was in the majority.

Miss me? Kiss me!

Most of the time our mind becomes sicK It makes us to stay apart, not allowing us even to say hI Sometime it does stuffS Stealing ourselves from reality , denying it's accesS Yes! Now it's the time I fell for your charM Orchestrating the world, i come to theE "Us will come before  mE"

Heart's Winner

Everyone left the class. We were the last one from the mass. I don't know why she was. But I made my mind, as she was. I tried to read. It was my need. She was there too! Alone with me in the show. I wanted to pack up and go. But she wasn't ready to make a move. She was testing me I think. I stayed and unknowingly she made me a winner in her heart! 

Love band

We were holding our hands. Not romantically, but naughtly. "If you don't let me to draw in your hands." She said it into my ears, softly. I smiled and gave a pause. This made myself forget where I was. "I'll start scribbling in your shirt" She said, and I went in the mode alert. I scribbled in her hand, And she did in my hand. God waved his wand. We unknowingly created our love band. 

Sharing Mysteries

It was a boring lecture. But, we were together. I felt her heart's texture. It was full of colour's mixture. She cared me a lot. But she showed all her heart's knot. I found her sweet beautiful spot. With that I knew what a wonderful future I have got. We both shared, just not stories. But our mysteries. We both got to know about  our life. And, I chose her to be my future wife.

First Foundation

I knew nobody in the crowd. But I wanted my voice to be loud. I had to pick a partner! I just waited for her! Everyone was hesitant to choose one, I was having a thoughts in ton. I just left it to flow,  and watched the fun! She picked me and she was the one! It was for some presentation! That laid the first foundation.

Teddy

Hey Jerry, Why do you need another teddy? Am here, your buddy! Let's go to the time, where TV was streaming Noddy! Am your Tom. We both fight. But, we both love us more than we fight. It all started when you came in my sight. Don't be angry, For not buying you a teddy. Once you get well, Let's shops well!

Sting

Ant sting or needle's ding. It checks whether we ping! Peck and speck, matters a lot. Everything we share, makes sure we don't go apart. Drips and drops of water, It could nourish a plant and it's potter. When that drop doesn't spill! When that smile doesn't spill! What else do you have to with still!

It's Time

Sleeping queen Don't make me stand in vain I don't have to catch a train. But I have to go.. long time it's been! Leaving my thoughts behind, There is nothing to hide. Understand my motive, Know what's behind.

Only God!

Pray to God is what they said! I was like "My God" knows where To move my ride! I forgot to pray nor to reply I was watching her play! She was the God,  whom I had seen. And, why should I miss her between. Between the goals and being not beloved. Why should I? Do you feel alike? God knows what is good for me. She knows that she is the only God to me. I knew she was in my favour. That's why, I forgot to pray and just looked at her face. Then the things followed! And, would I be not loved? 

Dream Castle

Let's build our castle, And fortify them! It would shine with bright lights, As it is your eye's sight! Miles ahead for us to walk, Don't freeze at the same spot! Let's coin some beautiful memories, Let our children dine on those with no worries! Let's not sleep till we achieve our dream, Then let's start dreaming about how we lived. Let people mark our footprints, So that future knows, legends lived!

Dazzling!

Dazzling eyes and cheesy smile, Make me forget whole world for a while. It took me years to find the rail, But you took seconds to do heart's dail. You ring me up, through your phone. I'll ring your fingers with diamonds and gold! You sing me lullaby for my sleep, I'll sting you with my love, so that you won't sleep! Hit me hard, with your love! Bite me hard with your love! Make huge memories with me, love! Connect the heart bridges, oh my love! You're so daring, you're my darling! Let's show what we can do to these earthlings! Let's not sleep till we stand upon our dream! Let's start walking to our throne doing fire bobbing! You ask me to tell about yourself. And, you have doubts to clarify from the. What I say is, "you have taken the rollercoaster ride! Brace yourself, am with you throughout our journey to tell you stories!

The Crazy Clown

Oh my baby It was rainy, Dripping to shady, And to Moody. Water dripped on land, It released the unknown bond! Who waved their wand? Time moved into the sand. Cheers we had, smiles we shared! It light our heart with future we cared! Lighting turned the night into day, Then we started seeing our way! You went to home, My body did roam! My soul followed you to witness to bloom, I'll conquer your hearts, even if it's on Rome. My thoughts, follow you, My love will swallow you! By seeing us, world will be mind blown! We are "The Crazy Clown"

Art of Joy

"Tears rolled down, As my head was adorned by crown! It made me look around, Thinking, that's what I need! A materialistic crown" I cried for bicycle, which I saw in playground. I begged my dad, to get me one from the town! I thought, "It would give me happiness "and  it took my heart down! As I didn't get it, my mind went BHOOM!! I didn't get things, years down. But, it thought me something which not many have known. It thought me a art, which not worried about noun. It made a crazy clown! Clown crawls from up to my heart, He hasn't left tears, apart. The clown was inside me! And the mission was the search for it inside me! That's when you get "Art of joy" 

Ms Arcane!

Ms arcane! Be cool like sugarcane. Let your temper, fly in aeroplane. My love will make sure, it doesn't come again Sorry sorry sorry Please,  don't worry! Don't make your heart furry! Let's clear the view, it's blurry!

I don't know to express how I feel

There are no words, To express how I feel. I don't know what gaurds My words to not peel. Sometime you say, "I don't know to say Things, as I feel. And, it's not real". Am not confused, Nor I can't confess. I don't know what got stuck. Maybe, " I don't know to express how I feel" 

Teachings

Life taught me many things, You taught to something Which life had failed to do so. From knowing who am I To knowing how lame am I. These where  your teachings.

Needs

Through the window, I could see the world go back! It did throw arrow, To pierce me on my back! Nothing flashed on my head! But tear did drip as  beads! Head was hurting my heart with loud thud! It started to forget it's own needs!

Freedom

You say, "you do things as you wish! When in work, you don't even greet me a wish! You don't react as i wish!" You don't know what and all I've missed! My life is not what I show and live now! It was all of misery and it made me bow! Just now I've started to taste the love of freedom! Self dependency and  winning in my life, thats why ive come!

Forgetting unforgettable

You said, " you're not showing love. You don't care like I care you! You're doing things so that you'll break up with my love! And, I don't like you!" These things, have gone inside. And, started nagging the devil inside! It started to make me show my ego! It made me loose my patience! Every time you said, And ended up making me take a bus to your home! By keeping the face which I've said Not to keep and it made the devil inside to bloom! I forgot, how we started talking! I forgot, how we started loving! I forgot, how  you was! I forgot, whom I was!

Bossing around

You think,  I don't love Or I won't give, The care you are expecting! And you're doubting! I did change, due down the course. This couldn't become worse! I don't know why am acting like this! I've started doing stupid things! No one knows who's mistake it was! And,  we're trying to prove who is the boss! It could have been me who started it! Or it could be you who had started it! I think, I was nodding my head, For what all you said! I lost my patience when you said "i will be dead!" And, other words followed!

Blooming future

When i look into your eyes, You make me realize. My heart melts like floating ice, And my pain flys! You lit  my heart, And make me smart! Your sight make thoughts to bloom, Thoughts about future! Without you its just bhoom! We draw pictures and images, With our talks and kisses. About our future, About how to stay without loosing the child in us!

Heart's hole! Let's make it whole!

Moon follows me And it reminds me The day when we were Sitting and were aware. Aware  of us and of our nature. We thought we act like mature! You think and then think, Sometimes those thoughts it's sticks! Sticks in your heart and stings it. And digs up thoughts with it. The sting messes your heart. And tears it apart. Apart from your heart, true nature of mine. We should sit and start to mine, Mine some good hopes And should fill the holes. Holes in heart are difficult to be filled. Am there with you to make us a whole. 

Imaginary past

I gotta tell you, I love you! There is nobody else In my heart. Am telling you truth! My sweetheart. I respect you, like you do. I don't pretend to ignore you, like who! Just understand me, it was my past! My blog is just a piece of imaginary past!

Promise

Priority, that I always give you. Registering that I always love you as am now. Ornaments, we don't need that. Make up, yeah! Let's make ourselves up when we fall. I'll be there with you. Sorry for the things which I haven't done. Ensuring now that "we always comes before me"

Hug is Drug

Heals my heart! Unties world's art! Got the power to heal any part. It could bring back the lost. Supresses all bad thoughts. Does the magic, to which everything else falls. Ramps you up above the world. Utilises us to Grow the love for us.

Be My Baby!

Drags my heart! Engraves in it's part. Engages me in Performing tasks! Unites our thoughts! Be it day or be it night! Eyes of your's holds me tight! Me , your king and You're my queen. Be on my side, And let's take our kingdom, Before it too late. You are mine and i am yours.

Valentine

Vast world, remembers peoples past! Aimless people making it to move fast. Lurking under the world's typecast! Eagerly waiting for a person to help uprighting "the mast"! Not everyone will compete you in tasks! Tasks that complete you and sheds your masks! In that process, you'll see a definite progress! Not only that, you'll find your life Partner! Enchantress! That's when I found you!

Artist

Crayons and colour pencils were lying all around the room. A water tumbler was fillied with colours. Brushes were dirty and place wasnt tidy. But the walls were decorated creatively by paintings and crayon designs. Someone came towards  the water tumbler  and picked it up. And said, "How many times have i said to you not to take water tumbler  and make it dirty?  Whowould wash this? Who would take a sip of water or coffee from this tumbler?" But that voice wasnt strong enough  to distract her from her art. She was drawing and shading something  on the wall. Her face was colourful as it was painted with sprinkles of her wall art. Her mother again started saying something,  as usual she didnt hear anything. She completed  her drawing. She went running to the kitchen and dragged her mom to the bedroom to show her latest creation. She showed the Effile tower which she had drawn. She went and stood next to her painting and with smiling face she asked her mom's feedback. H