The black one

I was kicked out of the fantasy, Within couple of seconds. I suddenly felt like I went bankruptcy. There she was, her mother, like a lady from heavens. She welcomed me well. There are no words with which I could tell. She was very humble and innocent. I was trying to be decent. Her character reminded me of someone. Someone whom I have been knowing since my birth. She was much similar to my mum! Instantly we all got connected emotionally. She cooked us a special dinner, For the boy whom she knows for less than ten minutes. We all sat down and had the food. The taste reminded me of my mom, infront of me there she was!

You were taking me to your home! I was ready to see your palace and throne. But was afraid of seeing you mom. It was already sweating in my palm I was happy as i got to spend more time with you, As i was allowed to step in to your palace. I was trying to impress you. I were in the wonderland and you were the Alice. Walls were painted Not just by colours but with feelings. Craft were placed All around and also in ceilings She waved her hand. A colourful hat appeared from no where. She picked a painting brush in her  hand. And wore the hat which had appeared from midair I was spellbound by her magic. She was an artist, i was searching. I lost in her, that moment was fantastic. She was the crazy clown, which i wasnt expecting.

We were sitting on the bench. I couldn't find anything to quench, My thirst and I was starving. In her eyes I want to see love blooming. Your eye holds everything, That my  soul is craving for. In that sparkle I got lost. That was a kind of lost That's exactly like being found. She found me. She is ready to build me. She made me to the splendor around us. And to see the beauty in the ordinary things.

I wiped the jam under her lips. I bought a packet of chips. I was munching! She tried snatching! She was short! Sorry, I was too tall. For the food, we fought. Something started to befall. She had to jump a bit. That's when I was hit, Straight at face by her loosely braided hair. My heart started to pump With high velocity. Would she have heard it after her jump? Would this happen again, pretty? 

I tried to speak out. But I was knocked out, By her talk and was mesmerized. And I forgot that our stop arrived. She slapped my head, With a loud thud! "Sleeping beauty, we have to get down. Stop dreaming!" She said and turned around. I got down and she followed. That's when I feared. She has to take another bus to her home. I would be here alone. My mind started to roam. With her I wanted to spend more time, I stared all around  to find a shop to have a juice of lime. But, I didn't find any shop. So I became calm But she said, "Let's go to bakery and have Bun Butter Jam"

This isnt love. I have some feeling, don't know how to express. I don't know, how to build trust. But, trust is must! This isnt love. I try to speak out, But overthinking about the outcome, I try not to speak out. This isn't love. The feeling I have, couldn't be confined with just this word. It is something above everything and everyone! This isn't love. I want to build something, Which would last forever. This isn't mere love!